I’m totally depressed right now.
It’s because I’m too trusting. I trust that websites will give me good recipes and that they know what they’re talking about. So I made Wonton Soup today and it was probably one of the worst things I’ve ever made…Worse than the stir-fry which is saying something because we could at least eat that. I haven’t been able to find consistent recipes so I eventually went with this Emeril one I think. I should have known when he said to add the green onions to the soup and let it simmer for 20 minutes that he didn’t know what he was talking about. But I figured he might just do things differently. So I added the peas and onion and broth and let it simmer for 20 minutes while I made the wontons. By the time they were ready the onions and peas were so over cooked I didn’t even want to look at the soup.
The wontons were terrible and that part is my fault. I thought I could sub a sauce that had similar ingredients to the home-made version…onion, garlic, ginger, soy sauce, rice wine vinegar, etc. But the sauce was way too sweet and sour for the wontons and I felt like I was drinking crappy soup with spicy thai or something. I don’t even think I could fry the wontons because the sauce would still be too powerful.
Ugh..so the lesson for today is to trust myself with veggies but not to trust myself when it comes to Wonton fillings. I’m going to make it again this week since I still have a bunch of wonton wrappers and because I need to learn how to do Asian cooking. I guess the main problem are the sauces since I figure that it’s the same as pasta sauces in that they’re pretty versatile and I can spice them up depending on the dish.
Anyway, now I’m pissed at the world…just had some Saturn Cafe food which was good. But seriously I asked for no fries and they kept insisting that Nathan get me some (we did take out) so he relented. I’m already paying for the greasy food so I don’t care if I’m paying for the fries but not actually getting them. For being a vegetarian restaurant they certainly aren’t trying to prevent food waste.
Looked up some websites to take my mind off the wontons…so I hit up www.wwtdd.com and the perezhilton one. I like the former because half the time he’s making fun of himself and others and it’s not so focused on how the jonas brothers are hitting the charts. The other one is just good for general information but he’s such an ass kisser. But now I’m just more upset. I’m sick and tired of these women with huge fake tits and everyone drools all over them. Not that I’m against it because of obvious reasons…I really liked Girls Next Door which was H.Hefner’s girlfriends t.v. show. But I’m sick of guys thinking ‘Wow nice big tits’ or something. No…I think in this Plastic world we need a new phrase….’Nice Big Implants’. I don’t care what anyone says but fake ones look fake no matter which technique they use or how they hang like real ones. I love when older actresses proclaim they have the body of a 20 year old…no, I want to say, you have a body that looks better than the average 50 year old. And even when they say this they’re not revealing all the things they do to their bodies like skin peeling, plastic surgery, enemas, 4 hours a day of exercise, etc…Or what about Demi Moore and her leech treatments? I mean seriously, are we going to start lining up for hepatitis so we get really sick and lose weight while we’re at it?
And of course we can blame media for this but I think there are many ways to age gracefully and even still what about men? Shouldn’t we be as critical of the state of Jack Nicholson’s bum? But instead most of these men look dumpy after awhile and they’re still getting dates with women half their age. At least H.Hefner looks good still…
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In other news I went to the Farmers Market today and got the usual items. I was taking the back way to get there since it had more shade and guess who I saw? The ‘ex-gangbanger’ guy from last friday. He called out to me but I waved and kept walking…I felt bad about blatantly ignoring his attempts to call me over but I really don’t have time to make people feel better when I think they’re full of shit. Anyway, I’m kind of biased when it comes to shopping at the Farmers Market because I’ve figured out which tents are run by latinos so I try to give them a leg up on their items. I don’t care if people say that everyone in the U.S. has equal opportunity, I’m still going to support my people when I can because a lot of these manual labor fields are heavily latino so I try to give them the edge.
Which brings up another rant…I’m sick and tired of radio people not even trying to speak Spanish properly. I hear them reference French, Chinese, Russian, etc during pieces and they sound like they took the effort to learn how to say the words properly. But when it comes to Spanish they can’t even try at the easy stuff…like Halepinos instead of Jalapenos…or even names…it drives me up the wall.
I can’t even say my name the way I like it because people can’t say it and I don’t even have a hard name. Actually had a T.A. during my 2nd year of college fumble over my name, some weeks I’d be ‘latifa’ or ‘laursa’. And maybe I’m totally wrong, but I feel like it’s a bit racist, as though certain languages are more cultured and historical so they are worthy of being said with an accent and said properly. I’m tired of people telling us to speak english in America (hello America makes up the entire Western Hemisphere) when some of us were here before the states were well…states. And I don’t even care if they say it wrong but I like when people at least try. I notice when I talk some latino workers that they actually compliment my spanish because I’m actually trying and since they appreciate my effort I tend to speak way better spanish. I would have long conversations with this cafeteria worker at UCSC who was from El Salvador and because I didn’t feel like he was judging me I could actually speak pretty well. So it’s not that I want radio/media people to have perfect spanish, rather I would love to hear them try because it makes me feel as though they care enough about latinos.
Anyway here are some pictures. The scones came out yummy but some were a bit floury on the top, I think I need to distribute the faux cream more in order to spread the moisture evenly. One of the pictures you can see my apron that my mommie made me. Actually makes me look a bit fat from the other pictures that Nathan took so I’m not posting them…yes I’m that vain…and that fat.

















